Lady Sings the News

Always Jimmy and not myself

Jimmy Neutron was always the boy genius and has a great future ahead of him, but what about his clone? What happens after the geniusgets the de-evilizer to work on his evil clone? How does this fact changes the clone's life when his son discovers the real origin of his so call father? How is the boy going to take the facts?

Prologue.- Facing the undeniable truth

Facing the undeniable truth

 

A lot of thinking was torturing me again and again. The awful sensation of my heartbeat going faster, the ideas not clear in my mind. Is not that the confusion hadn’t struck me every single day of my life.

 

Although, today all my desperate doubts just contributed to let my reasoning lay dormant and a huge fear, accompanied by an unexpected tremble in my body as well in my own soul betrayed me worst than ever making me feel miserable, useless, guilty and so unwanted.

I only wish no one would ever experience such inconceivable yet atrocious and heartless fate like I painfully have. I don’t even know why I exist!!

 

Who am I?

 

Such a simple question for you to answer I figure.

 

Not for me at least.

 

Is there ANY certain reason for me to be in here right now?

 

All what I believed in one day has vanished away!!!

 

 

 

In this place that was supposed to be my home? …

 

You lied to me!!!

You didn’t trust me!!!

 

 

Where I considered it to be my most lovely fortress to go on with my new life?..  

 

For now on you mean NOTHING TO ME!!! You heard???  NOTHING!!!

 

 

 

Where I tried to forget the uncertain and shameful past which led me before?!

 

I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!!!

 

 

 

The truth is there are things so complicated to explain sometimes …Even though I’m not the kind of person who has the tendency of getting through deep meditation or anything else. I just couldn’t hang on more time like this. Not with this same problem, under the unchanging anxiety that keeps killing me inside… I only want this to end right now.

 

Who am I?

 

I know you’re wondering why I’m telling you all this… I guess I simply needed to let off steam all this mess somehow. Hampers are not only in my body, but also deep inside my same being. I can hardly breathe now. Memories remained as misfortune had clashed years in seconds.

 

Why this hurts so badly?

 

As for anything there is to know, we are now helplessly clogged by plenty of dark dreadful shadows in a dusky, ghastly prison. Nothing can be distinguished at once as no light reaches the place. Thunders roared as vicious beasts one after another and rain smashed the ground outside furiously.

Dripping water echoed inside as a tickling clock. Coldness personified itself on the merciless wind that kept the cell chilly as hostile ice.

And in the darkest corner of the isolated room only a man remained uneasily standing. He had terrible wounded wrists clocked by heavy metal cuffs, his arms all fluttering flimsy as a bird that couldn’t fly. His chest going up and down quickly from the hard mouthful crying of air he managed to hold each second. His legs almost still with the chains that remained firmly from moving his aching ankles; his trousers covered with dirt.

His eyes all gloomy gazing intensely a rind made of steel in the wall, the same one that used to be small window including several rough bars the day he was captured. Time passed and those same desolated eyes begin sparkling as a tear fell and remained in his left cheek. He jerked his head down and raised it again violently followed by a ferocious protest and his arms struggled in an attempt to get rid of the cuffs once more.

 

LET ME OUT!!!

To be continued…

 

 

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I am no human, I am a clone